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The Facade*please keep in mind, this is from my senior year of high school and is no longer relevant in my life anymore. based on a personal quote, "simply the monster you make me to be". here goes )
"And they screamed.
She removed her mask and exposed her scarred flesh to the world, and they screamed. Her wounds, so worn and deep into her face and body were inflicted by the society she had been born to; the society of the rich, the egotistical and the vain. The society of the petty and the powerful. She was born a child of innocence and light, thrust into the world of lies and shadow.
She would come home from school, beaten from life, and descend to her sanctuary, an underground maze of her own thoughts and fears, nightmares and dreams. Her horrific refuge. Her only escape. And each day, she’d put on more and more of her mask, piece by piece, until the makeup was so thick, no one could see her. She’d paint her face up every morning noon and night, sleep in it
Light and Shadow
"There is a light in my room that never fades.
The dark is afraid to touch it, and the shadows taunt it, dancing around its glow, daring it to set them ablaze. The dark holds my fears and replenishes them, rejuvenates and strengthens them The light is my savior, my only hope of not falling into the shadows, to become a soulless nothing. The light starts to flicker and I feel myself drop and fall into an abyss of shadow and terror. It's not cold, as I thought it would be, rather warm and comforting.
This is nothing as I'd thought it would be.. There are no screams, no suffering. Is the light really a savior? Or is it a way to diffuse the stuff of our dreams and imagination? If light is cleansing.
Then what are we being cleansed of?"
METhinking back on the things we share, everything you say, every promise you make. It makes me sick to my stomach. I hate you for this. I hate you for doing this to me. You came into my life when I was alone, and you ruined my life by making me happy. I hate you for it all. I wish I could be there, I want to be everything you say I am to you. I'll go as far as it takes to be happy. I'll do anything to make you love me, just as long as it's 'ME' you love. to turn it off, the love, is my only desire. I just want to be happy. To stop loving you, to stop caring. I want to be free from you. I want to make you worry, to go silent on you for weeks to a month., to make you shake in bed from tears, screaming in your head 'where did you go? why did you leave me here?' to make your friends notice the agony you're in and ask 'did she say anything before she left?' and to have you say 'no.' with a blank, tired face. I want you to writhe in pain from the loss of 'ME' and I want you screaming my name
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